Life in general

Many things have been happening lately in my life that I cannot explain. I am fighting unbearable sadness. But I no longer feel I can come here and type out my feelings and frustrations.
I feel I have been violated by people that don't even know me. They take my opinions and voice and twist it and turn it to their own purpose. So where can I go now to feel safe?
You have done it. Are you proud of yourself? Do you even know what you do? I cannot believe that I am feeling this way. How have I allowed this to happen?
Oh, you think you're clever, don't you? Well, I have one thing to say. Once I get my mind settled, you will not beat me. Do you hear me? You will not win.
So screw you and the horse you fucked to get in! Take your attitude and your bullshit and shove it!
I will continue on. And if you don't like it, too bad!