My worry

At my posting on July 29th, I did not know what I know now. I thought I was worried about finances. Turns out it was my instincts. This happens to me over and over again. I never in a million years believed that it would happen again.
So, I will not be posting here again. My blog is compromised. I can no longer share my thoughts here. It is no longer a sanctuary for my thoughts. It is not safe.
You know what you have done. If you read this, I want you to know that I am not worried about you any more. You cannot harm my family any more. We will grow and be stronger. You are not a factor in our lives. If you show up years down the road with any expectations for help, don't expect any. You cannot be honest and tell me what I need to know; You do not deserve any help from me. If there is a babe involved, be assured that things will not work out as you want. They won't. You will not be happy with what I have planned for you. I don't give a crap what you want or what you do. I wish you more pain and misery than you have had in the past. You are a spoiled, selfish piece of trash. My family and all in it have thrown you away. So go fuck yourself.