Halloween

Okay, so I am posting here again. I'm hoping you read this.

Yes, I saw you on Halloween. I thought I would react differently. I thought I would feel something toward you: anger, disgust, disbelief. But I didn't. I felt indifferent. And then I was laughing at you. I had my head held up. You, however, attempted to hide your face. Shame? Ha, you can't feel shame. You just didn't want a confrontation. Randy said that you told him that Lee would never leave you. You could do what you wanted and he would stay. Sorry, bitch. That didn't happen did it? I think you have now discovered that you fucked with the wrong wife. One of your cousins recently told me that you target married men and try to destroy families. You get them to leave their wives and then you dump them. It's a pattern. And a sick one. You call yourself a "fixer". What a load of bullshit. Why don't you try fixing yourself? Stop screwing around in other people's lives and fix your own. You owe it to your son, you stupid whore! He doesn't deserve a mother like you. Your adopted mother doesn't deserve a daughter like you. You parade around needing attention and love when all you need to do is love yourself. I have my issues. I am not perfect. But I have enough respect for myself to do the right thing. I don't have to go screwing around to get my kicks. My insecurities come from a lifetime of bitches like you fucking with my life. You say Sam looks like a man? Have you looked in a mirror lately? Photoshop can't fix ugly on the inside...
So next time you see me in town, run. If Jayden is not with you, it is on. All you had to do was apologize. That's it. I would have turned the other direction and moved on. But you couldn't do it. You blame me. But see, you have been after Randy for years. It took him a long time to finally succumb. And Why? Because he loves me. You pounced when we thought I was going to die. Smooth. You are an opportunist and a little girl. You could be so much more. But you choose this path. You choose it. It's sad and pathetic. I just feel sorry for you. But mostly I feel sorry for your son. What a great role model you are! That's sarcasm, ignorant one.
I will probably come back here and post hoping against hope that you will read this. Because I find your stupidity amusing. Hiding your face! HA! Did you see us laughing before you I saw you? Did you see my family still intact? That's because I am a strong woman. I am all you will never be. I CAN do anything. Because I am better than you. And I always will be. You will never measure up. You don't even know where to start. And you make me laugh. Because of how pathetic you are. Keep hiding. I won't! My integrity is still intact. My head is held high. And I will continue to live my life with dignity and honor. Something you will never know. It's really too bad. I saw potential there for so much more. Behind your pain and anguish and the mask you wore. I saw you, but cared anyway. You will never know what that feels like. My heart is huge. I like it that way. I care about people other than myself. And I will continue to do so. Yes, you can get hurt. But the payoff is amazing! You will never see that. You are so sad.
Lee will be better off without you. I am happy for him. He's young. And adorable. You may have messed him up but he will be okay in the long run. Because he is a good man. And you fucked that up royal. So grow the fuck up and deal. Or keep hiding...I will keep on laughing in your face. Ha Ha bitch.