Where does it go?

It seems it has been nearly a year since I have written. I have not taken the time to do so. I think that I had a hard time writing when I couldn't formulate a plan to move forward. I am not in a much better position at this time, but here I am nonetheless.
To recap: was not working at the last posting. I started working at Amazon last October. I worked there through December. It was not a job where having a brain really helps you. I did lose 25 lbs working there. I worked the night shift and it was pure hell. Well, maybe not. I did enjoy the physicality of it. I made some great friends. I missed my hubby and kids like crazy though. I got a call from the mortgage company and decided to go back. I took a pay cut but it meant I could work days at a job I enjoyed. Who wouldn't?! A smart person, that's who. Turns out the employer thought that because I had come back he could pay me less than offered and not put anything on paper. I insisted on a contract and he was a jerk. So I quit. 3 weeks after re-starting. Awesome. So two months later, I finally found another job. I started working for a local adult health daycare in March as a nurse aide. I found the job itself fulfilling. My patients were what made it that way. But unfortunately, the owner "just didn't like" me. Her words. Funny. The patients still call me. I just talked to one of them 2 hours ago. She misses me. I left there on July 3rd. I am now managing a photo studio. Talk about a change of pace. I do have a lot of fun there and I can see a real chance for something great. A possibility of a career with a future in it. Something positive and creative. Something that I can really sink my teeth into. (As always)...but...I worry. I worry about whether I made the right choice. I worry that I may be putting my employer into a financial hardship. I worry that I put myself into a financial hardship. I just worry.
That's where I am. A few pounds lighter than last year. I wee bit healthier. A whole lot more peaceful. Yet...I still worry.
Let's see if I can try to write more often.